listening to bittersweet symphony, i just realised a huge irony concerning cruel intentions.

we're suppose to get that warm fuzzy feeling inside when sebastian finally falls in love. with the only girl that is so difficult for him to get.

and i had this friend who made it a point that sebastian was so damn pimp before that. And in the end he died cause he got whipped.

And that is true. But hey the kind of thing he managed to grasp hold of, no matter how short lived and temporal made it totally worth it to just put himself out there as true and simple and naked as he could. the kind of thing people die for. which he did.

up till about half an hour i've always admired the sebastian of old so much more. didn't think the best inspiration would come from this particular movie.